24th July 2006

suppose to be working on the damn project, but clueless as we are, or rather me, I've decided to turn to blogging to release my frustrations and unhappiness..

feeling so empty, a sense of guilt, disappointment, sadness, heavy-hearted-ness engulfs me..sometimes, i just stone, and break down into tears..what exactly is bothering me??her presence is extremely insignificant, but i cant help doing all this to inflict myself with hurt and jealousy..

failed the cursed napfa on thursday, afterwhich had a splendid time at bishan with the family *neoprints* ,had a great time at kbox and shopping with him on fri, shopping again with PSZ on sat, and another shopping and neoprint session with him on sun..

life this way is so beautiful..what more do i want??why am i so difficult to satisfy??why why why??
if only i din choose to leave then, i wouldnt regret and feel this way now..

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