24th Aug 2006

Database is such a goner!!i really did put in alot of effort in studying for this one alright, yet when i saw the paper, my mind went blank, and i started stoning..the way jenny described my reaction v funny..lol *sit up straight then slouch down again*

cleared up almost all of my doubts for adrian's paper on friday..im very pleased with my studying pace!!its like, suddenly the the huhs in my brain turned into Ohs..now, its just down to the theory part..and im not kidding when i say its alot!!grr**

of late, im in love with the emotion grr**..its like, the msn emotion its so cute la..im cute doing it too..wahahaha..

friday is approaching, its gonna mark the end of the papers, prolly the end of my academic studies..and it will be down to fyp and ipp..and yeah, im done as a student..whats in for me down the next phase of my life??i cant help but wonder..can i realise my dream, or will i have to make do with my last resort??

oh before i forget, but i doubt i will..its like im looking forward everyday, every minute, every second of my life..BARBEQUE~~0403 i miss you..on my way home today, i started wondering, how often will we be doing this in the future??peien's going for ipp first, cam manfred xz and i fyp, xf and edwin in their academic semester..after that, we'll be engaged in our own lives, our own commitments and whatnots..how frequently will we meet up for a chat, a bbq, a get together, a shopping session, a whatever..
**promise me we'll stay this close, i dont want my years of feeling invested in these friendships to go to waste.. =D

isnt anyone wondering why im not uploading pictures here??just in case there are, i need a really huge skin to accomodate the photosize..you know why??cos im far too lazy to be re-sizing, and i realized re-sizing makes the pictures grainy..also, i havent installed photoshop in this com~~yeah simple as that..so with no big skin, no nice pictures..

i miss the old us..
the very arrogant me, the very innocent you..
we were still growing up..
mindless, banging into every obstacle and running into every dead end..
so very mindless..
now, we've all grown..
is this the way we want it to be??
what did we do to get this??
why did we misinterpret the hints??
why did we make all the wrong turns??
i love you my dear, i wan you to be happy
the way i see things??happiness is nowhere near..
no baby, im not happy for you..
we are not happy for you..
you know that..
and yes, you know im talking about you..

and yes, im still not done with missing the people eh!!