13th Sept 2006

so, supposed to be installing sun grid engine, but he told us to read up on the installation guide first..which is a whooping 130 pages..just reading the first few pages made me go @_@..and im so not motivated to continue..why am i not falling sick??so i can go see the doctors and get a mc..one day i also happy can!!i really din wan to make the project sound so sad case, but i have no choice cos its really like that..the whole lab is so DEAD, no sound at all..we dont even dare to talk lo..haiyo haiyo haiyo..

as much as i hate planning stuff, we're organising an outing for the family which will be on friday..might be going overnight k-box, might be coming to my place for idontknowwhat, or..we will find something to do..no worries..please tell me what you all have in mind alright, darlings??so i can pack up the place if you all are really coming over..hurhur~~the whole place is in a big big mess.. -_-""

i wan somemore outings with the dearies too..but everyone is so dry in the pockets, even me..who wants to come over to my place for sleepovers??who who who??come over, and everything is paid for..lodging, food, entertainment..grr**if only i had the karaoke channel, then we can sing our guts out over at my place..with NO EXTRA CHARGE at all..lol~~

before i end the entry, i would like to thank everyone who reads this space regularly, namely yu fen, the girl i know for only 8 days *weekends not included* i really cannot stand this woman..everytime we chat on msn ah, i will end up laughing to myself in front of the com..what toilet bowl, toilet paper, ceo of mental hospital..everything she also can yak sia..talking to her makes me think of li shi, she also love to yak alot..lol..we all are so 38 can~~noisy noisy noisy..
eh toilet paper, thanks ah~~continue to read hor, help yourself, dont be shy.. =D

oh yes, i read an email in the morning which made me tear like mad..luckily nobody saw, else my face can end up on the floor already..its very very very touching, really..if you dont feel anything, you got no heart!!here goes -

Missing Rib

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.
Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam\'s rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for awhile.However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated. One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!" The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe,it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up. Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by... He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her. One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them.

She smiled at him gently.
Boy: How are you?
Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?
Boy: No.
Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye... One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world. Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

was it a reunion??or was it their last goodbye??its so sad, i really love the missing rib story, reliability aside..
baby, am i your missing rib??

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