15th Jan 2007

happy 21st to xu zhi!!
first to turn 21 amongst us, and always the first to age!!haha
love you, and may we stay family forever..

caught gridiron gang late night with cam and xz on friday..been ages since i took the night rider back..the movie was somewhat similar to the longest yard, only that this is based on a true story, and the rock seemed much more inspiring than adam sandler..
werent we lucky that night??what i said came true..haha =D

slept my saturday away, and met baby for shopping in the evening..was hesitating on that bag i saw on friday, still i din get it..footrest at gelare, and headed home back to baby's place after..i love the tou huay from the interchange, so sweeeeeet..

headed back early morning, while baby left for work..got back, slept till noon, and towned with mummy, aunt and psz..been so long since we went out together..forsaked the previous bag, got myself a new love, and set my eyes on another..prolly go get it with yu fen and sandy laters..

right,
so i went for the SIA recruitment interview, and yes i din clear all the stages for that day..
at this point in time, i so much wanted to state that at least i got through the first stage, and get all proud and boastful bout it..but at the end of the day, i still got out..so getting through how many levels doesnt exactly matter..
i know very clearly that wanting to get in is a dream, and might most likely stay a dream forever..but everyone has aspirations, something they wish to accomplish in life, something they dont wan to regret in the later of part of life..and for me, this is something i am trying to achieve..i know i wont get there, but at least i want to try..
just hours before the interview, i kept telling myself i dont want to go, cos i know for sure i wont get in..but baby and the rest kept cheering me on, telling me even if i got out, i got nothing to lose, which is really true..prolly shed a few tears, and come back for a second round if im ready..or else, just get on with life, and aim for a more realisable job..
i din want to live my life thinking what if i went for the interview??what if i could make it??what if what if what if..

so dearest someone (this also goes to those who read my blog, and think its a joke that i went for the interview), to you, becoming a cabin crew(or whatever occupation you have in mind) may be just a job..to you, it may just be for the money..to you, it may be just for the pretty uniform, and the prestigious job title..to you, it may be just for knowing cute and decent stewards(other reasons for wanting this as an occupation)..
but to me, its a dream..and if i ever get in, its a dream come true..
you may have gotten into the next round (so you claimed), you may be on your way to getting in, but that doesnt give you the right to insult, nor stop me from trying to realize my dream..all the more so if it was a dream of yours to begin with as well..

so, i'll leave it as that..