recently, the fear of not being able to get any jobs is building up in me..have officially started looking for jobs already, but none has got back..i hope someone calls me up for an interview soon..i dont wan to idle round anymore..expenses are getting so high, and staying home wont help me get these problems solved, all the more if i go out and spend..sigh, i need money~~
inferiority complexion is also slowly making its way in..ever since i sent the resumes out, i am so afraid of rejection..its the same with the occasion that i went for the flight attendant interview, the fear of rejection is something i cannot describe..after going through it, dealing with it and moving on is a whole new story..
dont say im finding excuses for not getting a job, this is seriously how i feel..
anyways, sentosa last thurs was put to a halt abruptly cos yufen darling was down with food poisoning, so we are going to do it again sometime soon, yeah honeys??met up with cam and peien today for dinner, and some light hearted shopping..the nail-arts are soooo beautiful!!
i am sooo bad at keeping dates!!just this week alone, i have agreed to so many meetups which clash with one another..for wednesday, the fyp darlings initially planned re-sentosa..then i agreed to the family's outing..so i had to cancel out on sentosa, as cam will be away for quite awhile..then for thurs, i dated baby out for some singing, then i remembered i was meeting the dearies for dinner..my bad!!
i hope i get some replies by tomorrow!!
keeping my fingers crossed..
pls pls pls do pray for me, mwahs!! =D
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