8th Mar 2007

its 3.18 in the morning, and i cant sleep..currently chatting with yufen and baby online, and there's nothing much else to do i guess..life can be so plain at times, sigh..

met up with qt and yz to get the sweets from the spree organiser..we had fun, but somethings just arent the same, isnt it??there's been some cold moments, we din know what to say, spoke irrelevant things (i sure did, the rings omgoodness~~), i din even dare to look them in the eye too much..prolly cos we've all grown up??or cos we haven met up and spoken for ages??

i prolly say this too often -
talk about true friends, are they real??true enough, friends come and go, but there are certain people who will make it to your heart, people who matter to you, people who you love and care, people who you want to know what's going on in their lives every hour every minute every second..everyone's priorities are constantly changing, and sometimes friends get pushed down, way below other things..i can understand this (at least i try to), but has friendship totally lost it value??

superficial friends like hsym and trotters disgusts me..their friendship is built on secrets and hypocrisy, something i rather lose my friends to..

i am so motivated to bake!!though i dont eat the pastries, but i love the joy of bringing joy to people..J-O-Y, haha..cakes, cookies, brownies..anyone wanna order??help out this poor early retiree here~~email me for more details~~

very inferior of my complexion now..i doing everything i can to prevent the outbreak - clip my fringe, band up my hair whenever im home, lesser make up..visit to the doctor doesnt seem to be doing any good..any good remedies or dermatologists to introduce??

oh yes, to whoever who is trying to defame camcam, its silly really, so stop it!!she, in fact WE arent that senseless, and nothing-better-to-do, we rather spend our time catching up, having fun, planning for our holidays, determining our directions, and leading our lives happily..however, if you really do seek solace in doing so, my sympathy goes all out to you, then okay, on her behalf i allow you to go on doing it..